UPDATE: Since Fatherhood Friday over at Dad Blogs seems to be about the New Year, I'm just going to use this post. Yes, I'm cheating. LOL Make sure to visit other Fatherhood Fridays by clicking the badge.
Well here we are at the start of new year. I tried my damnedest to stick to my quasi-resolutions or what I called 'lifestyle changes'. That didn't go so well. I tried to be organized: FAIL. Tried to not half-ass stuff: FAIL. Okay,so maybe I got through school. Guess that's not a total fail, BUT I did kind of half-assed my way through. I KNOW I could have gotten an A in History had I tried harder. I did get an A in Spanish, but there were some homework assignments I just said 'F it' to. I always seem to have a habit of never starting what I finish except when it comes to working. When I had a job, I did what I needed to do and sometimes beyond what is expected of me. But my personal life? Not so much. I am always wanting so much, but I never really put the effort in to get what I want...if that makes sense. I really wanted to lose more weight in 2009, but I never did. I gained back two pounds of the 15 I lost the previous year. I know that it's because I didn't exercise. I ate a lot of crap I shouldn't have. You know, all the things that usually contribute to not losing weight. Yeah, I half-assed it. So this year I'm going to do something different. I'm not going to make any declaration of 'lifestyle changes' or resolutions.
I've decided that I'm just going to do what I can do to the best of my ability. I find when I expect too much out of myself, I usually end up disappointed. You know that saying, "Don't have high expectations in people, because you'll just be disappointed"? Guess it can apply to the self, too. I do have some things I'd like to accomplish within the next year. I'm just going to have to set up 'baby' goals. My first: an A in History. I'm taking the second half with the instructor I really enjoy. I want an A in Biology, too, so a 4.0 semester average is not reaching too far.
So what about you all? Any expectations, dreams, desires for 2010?
HAPPY NEW YEAR! WISHING YOU LOTS OF LOVE, HAPPINESS, AND DREAMS COMING TRUE. XO